Big Bang
There comes a time in which everyone feels the big bang theory coming to life in one´s within. There has to be, otherwise I am the only one amongst many with the capacity, the curse, the blessing, or I'm just crazy.
The universe around me is filling with dashing sound, over exalted heart beats, pounding fists like bursting comet shards, footsteps travelling at the speed of light and feelings exploding into pure energy and new suns, each forming a brand new solar system. All this is occurring leaving untouched nothing but the memory of the empty space that used to be.
Everything is relative, the same gravitational energy that keeps our feet anchored to reality is unequal to that of other planets, but how do we differ one from the other? How can we tell them apart and not confuse them when they all seem the same? How can we look into people´s eyes and not see just numbers that conform this unfinished equation that is our human civilization?
When deep problems fill my time, the emptiness that once reigned with tranquility and cold turns into this chaotic mixture of sentiments, moments and new circumstances destroying me, but yet, opening passages towards new perspectives and possibilities. When I feel plain, when special is a word that evades my touch, love, lust, passion seem to take charge of the blood in my body, filling me completely with this constant movement of pressure and energy, creating new suns once again.
When numbers exist within the nonexistent, a closer look can submit them under a chain reaction, giving those planets that were once lights in the distance color and shape. Astronomy is not a science needed to be studied to realize that everything comes out of nothing, for both react in our everyday lives taking the form of fact, not theory. All the common feelings that explode within, making us so alike, are also what make us so different. We are all shooting stars driven by outbursts of energy, but we are all heading towards a different direction. We are what we do.